I ponder

It’s Sunday……



Memory is a wonderful thing……I find myself remembering even the most bizarre stuff from way back, and I am talking about from beyond my birth to the times before, to the times of mystic and magic and all manner of wizardry………….or maybe I am just delusional………..either way…….the memory of such events is as fresh in my mind as the day they never happened




Some things you wish you could change though, in hindsight, we all have memories we would rather not have, instances in our lives where we were not happy with the outcome to say the friggin least……but this is the way of us all…..to move along the bus….sometimes…..stuff happens….it isn’t nice….sometimes we wish to go back and rearrange some facts, spin some shit, lose something, gain something, be something else, to achieve something more………



Wishful thinking is a friggin bitch for sure lmao……..you see…..there is a flaw to this…it is like this..as I sit here and write these words I am struck by a startling thought, what if I did go back, change something, rearrange some stuff, be something else……there would be no guarantee that even though everyone has bad stuff happen in their lives, changing some facts would not necessarily guarantee that I would be here, in this moment, typing these words right now…….so…..It’s a chance I could not possibly take….



I am sure some would jump at the chance…..I just aint one of them…….my memory is what makes me what I am now, to be somebody else through some cosmic editing would make me a shadow of my self me thinks……..anyways…..that’s enough philosophising for a Sunday……I am happy with my seat on the bus…..it’s a window seat…Rawks





Thought for this blog from my dad Homer……..



You can’t blame yourself all the time, blame yourself once….then move on